Chey-Tai

Everyone has bad days.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

I haven't been in very good spirits lately. I noticed I have been very upset and sad. I've been extremely depressing to be around sometimes..

I just have been wanting to cry. Even now as I type this I am starting to tear up.

I have no explanation. No reason. At times when things go just right, and if I happen to

magically loose all of my stress for a little while, I can be extremely nice, caring and fun, back to my normal blonde quirky self.

If I am stressed enough though I just start feeling bad. Like I noticed sometimes when I feel sick it is actually me going through something extremely stressful, as soon as the stress is gone I almost immediately feel better.

DON'T GET ME WRONG!

I LOVE my family, boyfriend and few friends that talk to me.

I don't LOVE my job but it is a lot better than most jobs.

My cats make me feel super LOVED.

^^ apparently when I am upset i start writing lists of things i love.. lol

I'm not sure why i am writing this. . .

I guess i felt i would let you guys see another part of me.

"Isn't this a little pre-mature for the length your blog has been up?" -- probably.. but my blog isn't about getting more views, getting money or more popular.

Its for ME for my sanity. i love writing to my tiny yet amazing audience and the emails i get are so inspiring.

Never stop being happy and being amazing guys.

Even when you feel depressed, upset, or stressed.

Try to keep the good LOVEABLE thoughts in mind. <3

(: You can ALWAYS talk to me. :)

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HEEALLLPP!! Christmas present for my little sisters. ( Georgi & Sammy: DONT READ UNTIL I TELL YOU!! ;P )

As you may recall my little sisters and mom moved to Arizona from Florida after i graduated in may of 2013.

I stayed here in Florida as my boyfriend, fathers family and college was here.

So obviously i do not get to watch them grow and see them become the amazing young women one day they will be.
However, i am so excited because get to see them so very soon!! My grandma gave my boyfriend and I an early Christmas present.
PLANE TICKETS!! WE GET TO GO TO ARIZONA FOR A WEEK!!!
guys... a whole week!!1

For my sisters Christmas presents i am giving them little books full of memories, silly drawings, Sisterly advice, quotes i live by, etc.

What i would love is for you to help me gather ideas i can put in this. i will take pictures once it is all done :)

LOVESS!! <3

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THE BEGINNING OF OCTOBERRR!!!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

So... I am aware that i am about 7 days late but GUYSSS!! ITS OCTOBER!! <3 I am so exciteddd.

Mainly becuase my birthday is in 73 dayss and it is totally the official start to the holiday season!!!

So i am down here in Tampa, Florida where we are known as the "Sunshine"or even the "bipolar" state..

And on Friday it literally completely did a 180 and cooled down a LOT, I am actually very excited this year.

I am going to update you a little becuase last month i was kind of MIA..

My boyfriend and i got in a car accident in the begginning of the month, My hand is very hurt so you can imagine what it was like trying to type (Right now i am typing with one hand). It still hurts a lot and i am still going to the dr and doing tests.. So i do apologize. Im trying to stay caught up.

Anywayyyy!! Im very excited for this month as i have so much planned for my blog in anticipation of the upcoming holidays.

I have somethings from last month i still have to post then i have clothes and lush hauls coming up.

I am super excited to do some of the holloween projects i have planned.

It really enourages me when i see your emails so please keep 'em comin'

I miss my "blog atmosphere" that has dissapeared for quite some time now.

I am back now!! <3

Enjoy